OK people... here goes.....
I'm starting P90X. I know, I know. It's hard and it will kick my ass, and I haven't stuck to anything before. I know all that.
I hope that this program will help me though. I am overwhelmed with it but willing to discover parts of it as I go. I did my reading, my shopping and my workout clothes. I am also planning on stopping my WW membership because along with my meal planning and prepping and shopping and stuff, I can't keep up with tracking those points online.
I'm scared as hell, not of the ass kicking from the program, but of the fact that I could potentially end up quitting the program. I suck at commitments and sticking to things. I realize that I need a strong support system and cheerleaders every step of the way (I know, I sound like a baby).
This weight thing - it's a SOB. You eat, you gain, you feel like crap so you eat, then you gain some more. I hate it. I hate it. I hate it.
I'm here to change it.